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@kernow practice detachment, start seeing that you're actually by yourself.

@MK2boogaloo @kernow 🗞

@f0x @kernow why?

@MK2boogaloo @kernow he said he likes their company and endorsing detachment is just generally whiny and annoying to see.

@f0x @kernow oh I thought he wanted to stay to himself, in that case just forget all worries, don't even think that you could do any wrong and just enjoy the dumb stuff with them.

I enjoy these people's company, I'm glad to be there, but I'm on guard and mentally shutting down. how do I stop this

As a teenager I got rid of my public fear by volunteering to run an jrotc awards ceremony while [redacted] because if you turn it into a fetish then you can conquer it

@tyler this isn't fear. I'm not afraid of talking to people. I'm just noticing I'm guarding myself, withdrawing and giving hostile body language instead of open and inviting body language

@kernow people that you've spent a lot of time with in various situations before?