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Day 3 of being quitting weed and there are massive positives.

The good:
- I am having a ton of fun in mass effect and gaming where i used to be bored almost all the time and not know what to play
- I have more energy and motivation to do things
- My mind is clearer(This will change during the withdrawal but in the end will get even better)
- Im way better in games especially shooters

The bad(Only for the coming month or 2):
- Nausea(Constant but not at the level of throwing up, Thanks to the ginger root supplements)
- Headaches(Not migrane level but they are in the background)
- Insomnia(To the point i need benzos to fall asleep, thanks doc 🥺)
- A very very short fuse: Yesterday a automatic door closed on me at 11PM when i asked people(Nicely) to quiet down outside because i was awake for 48 hours already then the door closed on me and did not want to open while i was in it which made me force it open, that got me so worked up i ended up slamming my apartment door shut on the way back(Sorry neighbors 🥺, Apologized in the group chat and let them know it was not personal it was the door)
- Anxiety is manageable with CBD Oil(Broad Spectrum THC Free!)

The apex of these symptoms will probably be tomorrow or somewhere else this week though im certain the worst most acute effects are over now.

Im stronger in this than i have ever been and have new found resolve to keep me off it :)

If you or someone you know wants to stop, it can be done all it takes is that step, find your resolve and use it as fuel.

And stay strong you are not alone, talk to your friends, talk to your work(If your work supports that kind of thing and does not judge you), talk to your family.

Doing this alone is hell but with the right people your not only doing it for yourself anymore.

Trust me on this i went cold turkey on Cocaine, Meth, Speed, ketamine, Psychedelics, Research chemicals 7 years ago, it nearly killed me(Always do this shit with help from professionals only exception where you could get away with it is weed)

Going trough that alone was hell.
But it gave me a clearer understanding of how addiction works and the biggest factor was my environment and the people i surrounded myself with, i skipped town and never spoke to those people again, only a few who also bettered themselves.

Its one of the hardest things to do cutting ties but if they keep dragging you back its something you should consider.

Stay strong, we are all legends in our own story and i consider anyone willing to better themselves a legend in my story!

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