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Reading spirited group chat discussion day-dreaming about how people would spend imaginary infinity money on their hobbies only to realize I literally don't have anything at all. Nothing. Sat and thought for a minute and just closed the chat.
I'm not into fast cars or model trains or DDR cabinets or VR games or building things or creating anything or art or music or gardening or anything past basic survival and living for the weekend to sit and get fucked up again.
Like maybe I could pay the local ISP to run fiber to my house? Buy a big ass server/storage to host the same things I already host on that instead? That's about it?
I didn't need this mindset after the day I had.
I'm not into fast cars or model trains or DDR cabinets or VR games or building things or creating anything or art or music or gardening or anything past basic survival and living for the weekend to sit and get fucked up again.
Like maybe I could pay the local ISP to run fiber to my house? Buy a big ass server/storage to host the same things I already host on that instead? That's about it?
I didn't need this mindset after the day I had.