@Leyonhjelm @sun @echo I have a lot of appreciation for that point of view. the red state I spent most of my childhood in used to be closer to that, now it’s full on MAGA shoes, maximum belligerence, a product of at least 100 years of brain drain which accelerated sharply in the last 30
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@sun @Leyonhjelm @echo I’m a leftoid by biology (I max out the Openness scale on the Five Factor personality inventory) but I grew up in a red state and have some appreciation for nuance, I guess. along with having seen conservative adjacent people be good for the right reasons with my own two eyes. I also have been extremely wary of groupthink almost my whole life, and there’s a whole lot of it happening in what passes for the American left.
@Leyonhjelm @sun @echo regarding what I said, I was talking about people who culturally lean more toward stereotypically conservative views + are more strongly interested in paying lower taxes
@sun @Leyonhjelm @echo a pretty good percentage of the rightoids I’ve known personally seem to believe this, not saying you’re a rightoid, just taking the slight tangent
@toiletpaper that approach is hard for me but I’m slowly adapting. my hardwired best-case scenario is to put down roots and know people really well such that we become ride or die, but it’s just not the hand I’ve been dealt.
@toiletpaper that’s inspiring as fuck to read tbh.
it sounds like we have a lot of similarities, I have been a social floater all my life (I have just enough autistic charm to avoid being a straight up outcast which helps but also means I don’t really ever get to pick a clique and thrive in it) and I’m definitely going down that funnel of having friends of all stripes who share a certain subset of important values. just… not enough of them, and they keep dying. but I haven’t stopped looking for more.
@sun @apropos there’s a certain subset of human beings (across all cultures, rightoid and leftoid alike) who are especially susceptible to being cult followers, I guess the main question is what percent of humanity do they constitute and how many of them are running various organs of social and logistical control in any given scenario
@toiletpaper your living situation sounds like a goddamn dream tbh. I’ve been up shit’s creek in one way or another since 2012 and would be far more capable of making a situation like that work, and staying healthy in it, than I have been in the series of late-capitalist quagmires I’ve ended up in with nothing but well-meaning addicts and their kids/pets since I lost my home in 2016.
I’ve been trying to do my best to learn skills that’ll be of use if I do luck into such a scenario. I’m still a shitty gardener but I’m a lot better than I was. I know how to eat well for not much money. and I’ve been working hard on digital resilience, with an eye to being able to sustainably self-support (meaning, not by getting “a job” that will destabilize me and lead directly to ruin) if I can ever get to a place which doesn’t interact very badly with my few but non-optional sensory & social needs.
@toiletpaper yeah I already use VOIP with a wifi-only handset, I’d prefer an analog telephone adapter and a Western Electric skullcrusher but I’m technically homeless so I gotta stick with the more practical option. fortunately since a couple revisions ago, wifi is robust enough to support a cordless SIP phone use case.
I’m technically GenX too by like a year but more culturally GenY due to getting online in umm I think 1990. I’d be further along in disconnecting from the Borg hive already but personal circumstances limit what I can do. but I’ve been consciously working on de-Googling bit by bit for over half a decade, albeit not perhaps with the urgency I would place on it now.
it’s not easy. normies will never have a prayer until tens if not hundreds of thousands of autists and early adopter types have blazed the trail better.
@sun for me the tipping poi t was understanding that one doesn’t have to Be Racist™ or Be Fascist™ or even have strong authoritarian leanings to do that, because people exist in different epistemological bubbles, it’s literally possible to not be a piece of shit and come to the conclusion Trump is worth a try, even when he has a large bloc of pieces of shit backing him 1000%
@sun I’ve gotten to the point where, as someone who would never in a million years vote for Donald Fucking Trump as president, I think I finally get it. to the extent I’m able as somebody who is left-aligned at a bone deep level anyway (although still sorting out whether that means center-left statist or something more anarchist in nature.. I’m woefully deficient on theory)
@toiletpaper I’m not that far along yet but I’m getting there, especially with the sudden coordinated wave of ❝age verification❞ legislation in western ❝democracies❞ … been using LineageOS since it was CyanogenMod, ditched Play Services uhh like 5 years ago now? but my current setup still narcs. lately I’ve been thinking it’s time to do yet another round of purging untrustworthy apps. I already use CoMaps for offline navigation, that was a major switch.
@sun take a trip to a cat island, it’s on my bucket list but I’ll never get to it
@toiletpaper I’m in the pipe to switch to GrapheneOS when I can afford to replace my phone
@toiletpaper that guy is annoying but also like 13% likable so I do watch his videos from time to time
I feel like he’s kind of a character that’s mostly endemic to the US Northeast, and sometimes I do miss living there