@HockeyDoxie @KingOfWhiteAmerica thank you
I really need all the prayer I can get right now. I knew it'd get worse before I joined the church on Easter but man has it gotten bad.
Legit my resting heart rate has been 110-120 for the past week. It's has been unbearable.
I think it's kind of ironic because as a teenager I thought I'd never be able to be Catholic because I could never bring myself to confess my sins to someone else. Now I'm more worried about forgetting sins and I literally can't wait to confess my sins.
That makes me happy. I'm on the right path. But man is it a hard path.
I don't even recognize myself from when I first joined ocia. It's crazy how much I've changed in such a short time.
I know these are just growing pains but I am a completely different person now.
It's scary in a way